Just when I thought it was safe to go near the water!

We have had quit a busy little life lately there is no doubt about that. With that being said why is it that as soon as you get yourself all picked up it feels like a right hook just came out of no where. It has been a while now since my m/c, most of the emotional junk put behind me I thought I was doing pretty good over here. Until I get here yesterday to work, open my email, and there is this wonderful email:

Hello All,

Just wanted to share some good news with you.....my husband and I are expecting our first child this May!!!! I'm done with the first tri-mester and everything looks good so far.....fingers crossed that it will continue this way!

Kindest Regards,


Now I know that this is a happy time for my friend here. And believe me when I say that I did want to feel happy for her. But reading this and her baby coming in May just hit a little close to home. I am getting past it now and I have congratulated her and I am trying to move on but frankly it has been on my mind most of the day yesterday and today.

What really stinks is that this came right as I was growing accustomed to the idea of not having more children. Now I start thinking of this little one again and that just isn’t good…..Okay so big sigh!

There now that I have that off my chest I feel better. My husband on the other hand is worried again. We had his work Christmas party last night and that was great to get out … especially during the week. I don’t remember the last time that we went out during the week. It isn’t worth it to me to feel tired all day at work.

Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving….more to come later!

M